Growing up, I never questioned my role beyond the temple. I
never thought about the way that my body and I as a person, while coexistent, were
not one in the same. I never thought about how it even mattered to my faith. As
far as I was concerned, my job was to just keep emptying myself out on the
altar to make more room for Jesus, and then stay out of the way until something
happened.
Don’t get me wrong, if you make room for Jesus, He will
come. He will stay. He will inhabit, just as He did at Simon’s house when the
Pharisees sent their invitation, made some room, and let Him sit and eat (Luke 7:36). But the problem with this
“make room and sit back” mentality I had harbored concerning my relationship
with Christ was that even the Pharisees did it. So what was making me
different? What was setting me apart from religion bound by superiority and
culture and limitation? What does Jesus want from me, or for me, that the
Pharisees didn’t see?
At Simon’s house, there was but one person who seemed to
grasp what was overlooked among the others. Unlike the Pharisees or supposed “hosts”
of the party, an unassuming woman enters to show Jesus hospitality. Through her
humble washing of Jesus’ feet, she allowed His presence to become His ministry.
As she shed tears and poured out perfume to clean his feet, she gave Jesus the
honor that no one else had given.
I thought being a temple was all I was wanted, and that the
power of the Holy Spirit needed me to be as little involved as possible. And
while it is true that many times we must get out of our own way when it comes
to seeking God, what I failed to understand for a long time was that this
temple has a host—me.
To allow the presence of the living God to dwell within you
is one thing, but to lavish welcome and praise upon a Savior that chooses to
be so alive in the lives of His people is another thing entirely.
As I reflect on the story of the woman who washed Jesus’
feet, I can’t help but wonder what would happen if the people I love and care
about were in the company of a Savior being honored and adored by a host like
her. I wonder if I became hospitable spiritually and relationally, if I could
seat my friends at my table, within reach of Jesus. I wonder if they might hear
Him speak; if I could play host to the moment that they see hope.
I want that more than anything. And it will be a challenge.
I’m not always nice. I’m not always gracious. I’m never perfect. But for the
sake of those around me, I’m making a commitment to try and be a host. I
challenge you, when you ask who is at your table, ask yourself next, how can I
be a host?
Written by: Brianna Vanderveen
Edited by: Tamara Sturdivant
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