Right around the turn of the century – when we youth
pastored the greatest group of kids you’ll ever meet – a tall, awkward, hyper
young man made an indelible mark on All Access Youth Ministries. He vibrated
with constant energy; a never-ending source of ridiculous stories, spot-on impersonations,
hilarious accents and outrageous antics.
While it’s closing in on almost two decades ago, I can
remember like yesterday, squeezing into a full elevator during Youth
Convention. Suddenly, I feel something large and heavy on my shoulder. He
placed a large, lifelike rubber spider on my shoulder. I freak out a little. A
lot. My physical reaction may or may not slam him hard into the wall – which
causes the elevator to lurch to a stop. Of course, the passengers erupt into
screams. I sigh heavily thinking that we’d be trapped there for hours (it was
already 3 o’clock in the morning), and that I was being punished for all the
things I’d done wrong in my life. Thankfully, the elevator groans back to life
only moments later.
We enjoyed full and exciting years of youth ministry with
this young man. Then, one day, he introduced us to a young lady he met at work.
I first became truly acquainted with her on yet another weekend retreat. Late one
night, a group of us girls wound down the events of the day in our hotel room.
She sat cross-legged on the edge of the bed as we chatted. At one point, she
became so animated in telling a story that she completely somersaulted backward
off the bed – meanwhile flailing her arms and legs and long, long curly hair. I still
giggle when I think of it.
I loved those “kids.”
Those kids grew up, got married and answered the call of God.
I was in awe, admiration and thankfulness to God for his
faithfulness that I sat next to the two of them at lunch last Sunday and
watched them converse effortlessly in Mandarin Chinese with two exchange
students. From my vantage point, the conversation seemed easy and rich – and
generous. It would’ve been simple for them to just selfishly enjoy lunch with
old friends. But they used the opportunity to be generous with their time,
their words, and their God.
I watched the natural overflow of the message Geoff had
spoken to our Freedom Family last Sunday. He was truly practicing what he had
preached. As I watched them so graciously give to those students, I was reminded
of the words he spoke on Sunday to our Freedom family.
“This is how it will be with whoever stores up
things for themselves but is not rich
toward God.”
Luke 12:21
Geoff talked about what it means to be rich, or “generous” towards
God. When we are generous with our time, talents, words, creativity, physical bodies
and our silent times, we glorify God. We aren’t storing things up for
ourselves. We’re pointing to Him. We’re magnifying eternity with our
perspective of the present.
Since Sunday, I have been intensely evaluating the ways I
can be generous toward God:
With my time
More often that I care to admit, I waste time. I spend too
much time on Facebook and Instagram. I binge watch Netflix. How can I utilize
that time more effectively in magnifying eternity?
With my talents
I’m really good at planning and organizing. But often, I
wait till the last minute or I don’t distribute and delegate well. How can I
use my planning and organization skills to orchestrate ways to point people to
Jesus?
With my words
I am not generous enough with my words. In fact, I’m pretty
stingy with them. Sometimes, I know I should encourage someone or speak life
into a situation. But I just don’t. I think it’s because I’m afraid that a
full-blown conversation that I just don’t have the emotional wherewithal to
have will ensue (it’s an introvert thing). Lord, help me offer life-giving
encouragement on a regular basis whatever the cost.
With my creativity
I write. But sometimes writing and sharing it with the world
scares me because people generally feel very free to criticize the creativity
of others. I don’t like that. But my creativity can be a way to show someone
eternity with Christ. That’s worth any amount of criticism I may receive.
With my physical body
I don’t like to exert myself. I hate sweating. Therefore, I
am out of shape and tire easily. How much more could I accomplish for the Lord
if I’d just get myself a little more physically fit? What’s a half hour earlier
in the morning for a run on the treadmill in light of someone’s eternity?
With my silent times
Introverts covet
their silent times. On my commute to and from work I want to be entertained and
numbed by the music and podcasts I listen to. But am I being generous toward
God with those times?
So, to that tall, gangly kid who, on the aforementioned
retreat (right before the fake spider incident), rolled up the huge floor mat
and pretended it was a giant cigar (and knocked over a garbage can in the
process – he left that out of the story on Sunday), I say “thank you.” Thank
for reminding me to magnify Christ with my generosity toward God and others.
You did so powerfully last Sunday with your words; but even more so with your
actions.
Written by: Jaime Hlavin
Edited by: Tamara Sturdivant